February 2012
312 posts
Fear of flying
I’ve set a goal for myself. To be happy. It seems like something so simple, but its so hard and I’m trying so hard to enjoy these things in life. I’m afraid if I achieve this and summer comes around and is gone, that I’ll lose that. My biggest fear is being alone and abandoned. I’m gonna feel that way next year. I almost am mad at myself that I’m taking a year...
Losing sight of what's important
Everything I write on here is like my diary. I feel completely safe and sound. I mean every word and try to write from my heart. I’m insecure about myself and although I may walk with my head high like nothing bothers me, too many things do. I have too many problems and no one would begin to guess what they are. You may look at me and think that my life is great, but it really isnt. When...