Do you feel beautiful today? We grow up in a world that’s a battle field. Girls battle with themselves and their lack of self esteem everyday, and some days for some of those girls it’s different depending on the day. How can you blame them? We live in a society where words such as ugly, deformed, hideous, disgusting, repulsive and so on are words that exist and we are all guilty of using them towards ourselves or other girls. Its painful enough to the point where you may avoid looking in the mirror on certain days or just want to cry or maybe even you are crying just on the inside. We may pretend that it doesn’t matter but the reality is that looks do count in life and we all feel the need to be or feel perfect. I battle with this every single day myself just like you or whoever is reading this you may not feel this way but I’d hope that you’d keep reading or reblog this as a way to reach out to other people who may be able to relate to how I feel. From as long as I can remember I’ve always had something that felt out of place in my life. Its kind of hard to explain but I want to try to do the best I can. The story goes like this. My first kiss was stolen away from me by a guy I didn’t even like. What’s the magic in a first kiss if you don’t even have feelings for that person? There isn’t any. So to this day I pretend I
From as long as I can remember I’ve always had something that felt out of place in my life. Its kind of hard to explain but I want to try to do the best I can. The story goes like this. My first kiss was stolen away from me by a guy I didn’t even like. What’s the magic in a first kiss if you don’t even have feelings for that person?There isn’t any. So to this day I pretend I never had my first kiss because none of the kisses have ever been or felt real. I have never been asked out on a date and I’m a senior in high school. No one has ever told me they had feelings for me which means no one has ever had a crush on me; which makes me feel like somethings wrong with me. I’m not ‘this’ or ‘that’ enough but really overall it just makes me feel like I’m not pretty enough at all and I never will be, I wont ever be pretty enough for anyone to like me. You can’t say just because a guy hasn’t had a crush onyou doesn’t mean your not pretty. Because come on…lets be real here…;
