Do you feel beautiful today? We grow up in a world that’s a battle field. Girls battle with themselves and their lack of self esteem everyday, and some days for some of those girls it’s different depending on the day. How can you blame them? We live in a society where words such as ugly, deformed, hideous, disgusting, repulsive and so on are words that exist and we are all guilty of using them towards ourselves or other girls. Its painful enough to the point where you may avoid looking in the mirror on certain days or just want to cry or maybe even you are crying just on the inside. We may pretend that it doesn’t matter but the reality is that looks do count in life and we all feel the need to be or feel perfect. I battle with this every single day myself just like you or whoever is reading this you may not feel this way but I’d hope that you’d keep reading or reblog this as a way to reach out to other people who may be able to relate to how I feel. From as long as I can remember I’ve always had something that felt out of place in my life. Its kind of hard to explain but I want to try to do the best I can. The story goes like this. My first kiss was stolen away from me by a guy I didn’t even like. What’s the magic in a first kiss if you don’t even have feelings for that person? There isn’t any. So to this day I pretend I
Stop right there. Think about this. What are the things in your life that you have, that make you genuinely happy and just a lucky person? People forget all the time how lucky they are to have what they do. I’m fortunate to have a illegitimate best friend. It’s something that alot of people want these days, not many people can say that they are satisfied with their friendships. I thankfully can say I have a trustworthy, genuinely kind, and wonderful best friend that I know I can always count on. I have the most wonderful mother who always is looking out for me and checking on me to make sure I’m doing what I’m suppose to in school. Honestly..If she didn’t…I wouldnt be where I am right now. My sister and I are increadibly close and have a great relationship. I live across the street from my best friend who I’ve known for 10 years, and I know she’d always be there for me if I needed her. When you’re down you don’t really think about these things. But if you took the time right now to make a list of things that are wonderful about your life…whenever you feel that way you can just go and look at it. Make a box of all the good things and if you write one thing down everyday, even a memory…they’ll be plenty of reasons to smile again. Don’t forget that you’re much luckier than you believe you are.
